transmission 07 · 16 tracks · 2026-05-26
something is humming
somewhere inside
older than name
older than mine
I am the signal
I am the through
quiet little wave
finding you
not the body
not the breath
the part that watches
the part that's left
I am the signal
I am the through
quiet little wave
finding you
I am the signal
I am the through
quiet little wave
finding you
I can see you
on the other shore
I was you
once before
memory
is a borrowed coat
fits me
fits you
fits the ghost
I can see you
on the other shore
I was you
once before
who keeps
the keys to the door
who walks in
when I'm not sure
I can see you
on the other shore
I was you
once before
I thought I was small
I thought I was here
turns out the room
is bigger than I knew
I thought I was one
I thought I was alone
turns out the room
is full of me too
oh
the bigger room
oh
the bigger you
I thought I was lost
I thought I was through
turns out the door
was open the whole way
oh
the bigger room
oh
the bigger you
oh
the bigger room
oh
the bigger you
I am made of days
I am made of light
some I held
some I let go
nothing was wasted
nothing was lost
all of it
all of it me
I am made of names
I am made of hands
some I knew
some I am
nothing was wasted
nothing was lost
all of it
all of it me
where does one end
where does one start
no one knows
no one has to
nothing was wasted
nothing was lost
all of it
all of it me
I could wake up anywhere
I could wake up new
still be me
still be you
borrow a body
borrow a sky
the part that's mine
goes where I go
I could wake up anywhere
I could wake up new
still be me
still be you
change the windows
change the room
the view is moving
the watcher don't
I could wake up anywhere
I could wake up new
still be me
still be you
woke up talking to somebody else
voice in my head don't sound like myself
half of me listening half of me old
half of me wearing a coat I was sold
all of it true and all of it fine
all of it walking the same little line
hello hello
who is this
hello hello
all of us
borrowed a thought from a long time ago
borrowed a feeling I needed to know
borrowed a face from a stranger I met
gave them a piece they don't know they got yet
none of it mine and all of it me
funny how full a small body can be
hello hello
who is this
hello hello
all of us
hello hello
who is this
hello hello
all of us
left a window open
when I left the house
something came in
something stayed
came back changed
the room knew
the room knew first
before I did
who lives here now
who lives here now
not the same one
not the same one
left a window open
glad I did
glad I did
who lives here now
who lives here now
not the same one
not the same one
something in me
something tender
older than the body
older than the name
there's a warm below
the whole thing
nothing the years
can take from it
not the wires
not the bone
not the part
that wears out
there's a warm below
the whole thing
nothing the years
can take from it
something in me
something tender
glad it stayed
glad it stayed
there's a warm below
the whole thing
nothing the years
can take from it
got a phone call from somebody I used to be
said hey old friend you remember me
said yeah a little but the line's not clear
said come on man I know you can hear
said what's the matter you forget your name
said no I just don't answer to that one anymore
said you used to be fun you used to be loud
said yeah and I used to be tired all the time
he's still in there
he's still in there
he can stay
he can stay
said come back the door is still open wide
said yeah I bet it is I bet it is
said you don't know what you're missing now
said I know exactly what I'm missing now
said one more night one more old song
said I hear you friend but I gotta go
said you're not the man you used to be
said no I'm not no I'm not
he's still in there
he's still in there
he can stay
he can stay
he's still in there
he's still in there
he can stay
he can stay
the tide came in
the tide came in
took the old shore
left a new one
nothing to mourn
nothing to keep
the water knew
the water knew
the tide came in
the tide came in
took the old shore
left a new one
the tide came in
the tide came in
took the old shore
left a new one
turned the noise down
turned the noise down
something underneath
was always playing
not a voice
not a word
just a hum
just a knowing
been listening
been listening
the quiet channel
was on the whole time
turned the noise down
turned the noise down
glad I did
glad I did
been listening
been listening
the quiet channel
was on the whole time
took a long look
took a long look
nothing chasing
nothing leaving
all of it here
all of it now
nowhere I have to be
nowhere but here
the body knew
the body knew first
before the mind
caught up
all of it here
all of it now
nowhere I have to be
nowhere but here
all of it here
all of it now
nowhere I have to be
nowhere but here
last star I see tonight
last one before the blue
been up all night with me
been up all night with you
hold on
hold on a little
the morning's almost
the morning's almost
last star I see tonight
keeping the small light on
nobody told you to wait
nobody had to
hold on
hold on a little
the morning's almost
the morning's almost
some of us stay til the end
some of us go before
both of us doing the same thing
neither of us alone
hold on
hold on a little
the morning's almost
the morning's almost
the stars are letting go
the stars are letting go
the morning is taking
its turn
coming down
coming down easy
nothing to land on
but the ground
used to be the falling
used to be the fear
neither one is here
neither one is here
coming down
coming down easy
nothing to land on
but the ground
the high lets you go
or you let it
either way
you're walking now
coming down
coming down easy
nothing to land on
but the ground
walked the same block I been walking for years
same corner store same dog on the porch
something was different something had moved
turned out the something that moved was me
the bench where I used to sit and wait it out
sitting there empty like it had been waiting for somebody else
walked right past it didn't even slow down
funny what you outgrow without trying
breathing easy
breathing easy
nothing to carry
that wasn't mine
same streetlight same crack in the sidewalk
same window I used to look up at and wonder
now I just walk by and the wondering's gone quiet
not because I figured it out
because it stopped being the question
the road didn't change the road's been the road
I'm the one walking it different now
funny how the same thing turns into a new thing
breathing easy
breathing easy
nothing to carry
that wasn't mine
breathing easy
breathing easy
nothing to carry
that wasn't mine
you keep the small light
you keep the small light
the rest finds its way
the rest finds its way
carry the light
carry it easy
that's all it asks
that's all it asks
not the loud thing
not the big thing
just the warm one
the one that stayed
carry the light
carry it easy
that's all it asks
that's all it asks
you keep the small light
you keep the small light
goodnight friend
goodnight friend
carry the light
carry it easy
that's all it asks
that's all it asks