The Long Way Up
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2:24 of open air
transmission 09 · 16 tracks · 2026-06-30
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2:24 of open air
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3:17 of open air
The gold light on the hull-plate
the same seam, the same glow
your hand already knows the torch
your body knows the slow
The fault line running underneath
the high wind, the wide sky
you close your fingers on the grip
and raise it to the line
Strike the arc
let your shoulder find the seam
strike the arc
bring it down to the hull
strike the arc
The plating holds the dusk the way it always has
the fault runs where it always ran
one more pass, the scarf still warm
the same hands, the same plan
You breathe the altitude in slow
the first spark rings the dark
and somewhere on the giant's side
the blue arc starts
Strike the arc
let your shoulder find the seam
strike the arc
bring it down to the hull
strike the arc
You have done this before
you will do it again
the weight in your hand
is the weight you came in
with the same fault, the same glow
and the same wide sky
and the same sure hands
and the same long climb
strike the arc
take it up
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3:15 of open air
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3:35 of open air
You keep the crack open
Like a badge on your chest
Cold metal in the rain
Still pressed in your flesh
They say let it seal up
You laugh at that lie
You'd rather wear the tear
Than call it goodbye
It won't close
You won't let it close
It won't heal over
You need to know
It won't close
You won't let it go
If it still hurts
Then you still know
Cockpit red on your gloves
When the sirens start
You pilot that hurt
Like a machine with a heart
Every weld, every scar
Keeps the truth in place
If it ever turned smooth
You'd lose your face
So you stand in the wreck
And you do not kneel
Make peace with the seam
Make the wound stay real
It won't close
You won't let it close
It won't heal over
You need to know
It won't close
You won't let it go
If it still hurts
Then you still know
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3:34 of open air
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3:10 of open air
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3:19 of open air
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3:39 of open air
I've been up here a long time
holding something I can't name
it came on slow, it came on quiet
and I thought the weight was mine to keep
but it's heavy
it's so heavy
I've held it up as high as I can
and I just want to put it down
the light's going soft on the hills
the wind's coming up cold
my arms have been shaking for hours
I've held it so long it feels like me
'cause it's heavy
it's so heavy
I've held it up as high as I can
and I just want to put it down
I don't know who I am without it
I don't know what's left underneath
but the night's coming in so gentle
and maybe it's okay to set it down
it's heavy
it's so heavy
I've held it up as high as I can
and I just want to put it down
just want to put it down
the whole sky going gold
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3:14 of open air
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2:48 of open air
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2:49 of open air
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3:51 of open air
You came in worn
All elbows and dust
Hands that taught the hurt
Could still learn trust
The door was stuck
You shouldered it through
Now the same old palms
Can hold something new
You're allowed to lay it down
Right here, right now
No prize for the burden
No crown for the bow
Leaning on the warm thing
Leaning on the warm thing
Spent, steady, hard-won peace
Leaning on the warm thing
The end of a long dusk
It's finally here
You can rest your name
Where it's held near
The hands that punished you
Can mend the seam
Can smooth the torn edge
Can keep the dream
And you can lean
Against what you mended
Not carrying fire
Not pretending
You're allowed to lay it down
Right here, right now
What broke you open
Can be safe somehow
Leaning on the warm thing
Leaning on the warm thing
Spent, steady, hard-won peace
Leaning on the warm thing
The end of a long dusk
It's finally here
You can rest your name
Where it's held near
Let the ache go quiet
Let the trembling pass
You do not owe the night
Every last hour back
What was once a weapon
Can become a wall
And the weight you carried
Doesn't own you at all
Leaning on the warm thing
Leaning on the warm thing
Spent, steady, hard-won peace
Leaning on the warm thing
The end of a long dusk
Burning down to gold
You can lean on what you mended
And let yourself be held